I have to admit to being confounded at times by arguments and different viewpoints as opposed to mine. I mean, having your life threatened, certainly lends credence to this argument. So as they say, lets live and let live.
Ethel Rohan, author of ‘Out of Dublin’ on Curt Rude's writing. "Overall, great writing style. Reminds me of Rushdie: internal, emotionally complicated, and dualistic. Delivered with a sensitivity and awareness that is underrated. In one word his work is Awesome!"
Wednesday, August 20, 2025
Friday, August 15, 2025
From The Road
Headed to Chicago shortly. Just got back from Germany. Don't suppose you'll have a guess on what the Germans wanted answered. 'Three gals in their first year of studies wanted to know why nothing gets done with gun violence. Had to tell them it's because everybody thinks its something gonna happen to somebody else. If folks had to confront the fact they could die then something gets done.
Monday, August 11, 2025
Installment #7 from the 'People Shooter'
And the story continues as death and carnage roll across the lands.
McShuster’s head
felt like it was under water, like it was floating away from him. He suddenly
got dizzy and wanted to puke. “Offizzer Lazy, you seed that lady? Seed not
good. I got no grillfriend to laugh whiff? Alone all-time ‘cause you don’t wears
Patagonzia? To waltz in thirsty below wind chill? The rich have car and stop
for ya. They hitz it, when your frozen fingauzes reach for the dough?” Blood
trickled from his nose.
“You on something
back there?” She studied his face. He looked like he was falling asleep.
Fentanyl? She didn’t know.
Now what? Hospital?
Going to be busy there tonight. How in the hell could she take him to the
hospital? That would just get him killed. His victims must have already started
arriving and their families would be showing up.
“I’m good.” He
pulled himself up. “Thanks for loosenin’ up the cuffs. They were killin’ me. I
never knew them things hurt so much.”
“I can turn this
recorder off if your done talking,” Officer Tracy said.
“You know, they
always let on they know my ma drinks too much or sleeps around. That gets old.
I don’t like thinking about it all the time. In school I think about it because
they give me the business.” McShuster was relieved to be away from the school.
“I mean, I can’t even walk down the hall without a girl rolling her eyes or hoofing
it around me. Ain’t official bullying, I suppose, but it still ain’t right in
my book.” His voice cracked. “How I stop my ma from doing stuff?”
“I’m still
recording. I read you your rights and you are free to remain silent. Is your
mother the reason for tonight?”
“Well, I don’t for
sure know why I did it tonight. I mean, I get it. School hurts everyone
sometimes. Guess just maybe sometimes even if you’re hurting you got to do
something. That’s why I did it. I mean, I wasn’t sure so I went to Mister Jerry
Timm’s. He the one where the gun was. They in a safe but everyone knows the
com.”
“Okay, for the
record now. You were teased and it hurt so you went to a Timm’s house. You knew
the combination to the safe. Is that right?”
“Yes. I think you
know most of it, right? Can I get a phone call now?”
“Are you calling a lawyer? I can stop this
tape any time you want.”
“I need to call
work because Dosh is a good boss. He owns Shorty’s by the old train depot. I
gotta call so someone can cover tonight. I don’t think I’m going in tonight. My
side’s killing me.”
“I am sorry but
the last thing you need to worry about is going to work.”
“Look I am trying
to do it right. I get hammered by a bunch of cops and feel like they broke my
back. I get tossed in a squad car and so why do I have to also get fired now?
Answer me that, Officer Dickless Tracey?” He immediately wished he hadn’t said
it; the anger had overtaken him; but he knew he should have never said it.
“Look, I’ve been
plenty good to you. My Megan—my daughter—was at that damn
basketball game tonight. If she had gotten hurt, I’d made damn sure your back
was broken. You wouldn’t be walking, let alone flipping burgers!” She too immediately
regretted saying it.
Saturday, August 9, 2025
Next Shooting
Looks like a soldier shot up a facility in Georgia. Then we have a soldier shooting in Montana. Hate to say it, but, "The Bee Killer" was spot on. Check it out on the link provided on this site.
Thursday, August 7, 2025
Georgia
When the going gets tough the tough showcase their contempt for fellow human beings in the name of their twisted reality.
Tuesday, August 5, 2025
Montana
The killing hasn't stopped. Question . . . When did humans become targets during times of peace? There can be no honor in the taking of life.
Thursday, July 31, 2025
Installment #6 from 'People Shooter'
Gotta tell you this is based on reality. This is how it can and well happen. The part about the lady knowing he was a killer seems to happen too much. I mean, how would she know this?
“I’m trying to
understand. Please continue.” Officer Tracy watched him in the rearview mirror.
After slowing for
the curb, the ambulance turned left, accelerating with its lights and siren on.
A silhouette was leaning over the gun on the sidewalk. Then it gestured for
someone else to stand near it. The silhouette joined four shadows with guns
drawn as they all ran towards the front door of the school. They were hollering
toward a couple that had stepped out of the building. The two held their hands
up and hollered, “Parents!”
“This is real, pal.
Guns build respect, one bloody little hole at a time. I’ll gun ‘em down. Let’s
see how they sound dead. You apt to not forget that.” A tear surprised him and
made him set up and clear his throat. “Where was I?”
“Shooting people—”
Three officers
were walking toward them. Officer Tracy got out and stepped in front of them.
One walked around her and pulled the door open; and grabbed McShuster. “See
them people.” He pointed at the large crowd across the street. He gripped McShuster’s
collar and pulled him halfway out of the squad and glared at him, inches from
his face. “They’d just as soon kill ya—punk—than look at you.”
McShuster grimaced
from stabs of sharp pain. He couldn’t answer nor did he see what the cop was
pointing towards. His broken rib, if that’s what it was, made it feel like
someone was pushing a long hot screw driver into his chest. It hurt so badly
that he could only manage birdlike chirps.
“You think that’s
funny?” The cop slammed McShuster back into the seat. The cop said something
about wanting to kick some ass, and stomped off to where the gun was lying. A
man was taking pictures of it. It was some kind of assault gun. That’s what his
neighbor, the owner, called it. Now it was lying on the ground getting photographed.
A skinny guy about his height approached the first picture taker and pointed at
the gun. Obviously, he was from the paper and also wanted a shot.
“Three-fourteen
station headed to L.E.C. with one,” crackled the radio. McShuster looked up and
saw Officer Tracy pushing her face to her shoulder mic. Voices were talking
over each other but one did say, “We’re getting surveillance video. Four
injured.” Then another one piped up that she thought it was six shooting
victims. McShuster wondered how six got shot. Did I miss something here?
Officer Tracy got
back in the squad and slammed the door. She drove off the curb, one tire at a
time, before heading toward Second where a right turn would take them to the
Police Station.
A lady in a bathrobe
pushed herself out of the crowd and onto the street. As she bent down and
hollered into the squad, McShuster looked down. “Is that you, Jimmy? Look at
me. You’re gonna pay for this. If I had’da gun—” A man stepped in front of her
and gently corralled her back to the crowd, but she spun and screamed, “I
always knew you was a killer!”
Tuesday, July 29, 2025
Now We know
I guess we can now say we know the where and when. Violence seems to be rolling into a way of life.
Thursday, July 24, 2025
Next School Shooting
Sometimes it gets to the point of a Mass Denial. We all know it's coming but we don't know where or when. Ominous.
Friday, July 18, 2025
Installment #5 from 'People Shooter'
Confusion is bigtime in the offing. This is typically when suspects volunteer information that can and has been utilized to find them guilty. No question, issues regarding facts that are taken out of context reign supreme. We raise our children to respect elders, even when they should be in a protecting themselves mode.
“Can you check see
how Noah’s doing?” McShuster asked. He couldn’t believe it. Noah was his
shooting buddy. Why’d I shoot him? he wondered.
Officer Tracy put
the mic up near her mouth but then lowered it. “You act alone here?”
“I what?” McShuster
looked up.
She then put the
mic back up near her mouth. “I have one in custody. Male. White. Five-six or
seven. Black hoodie and jeans. He’s uncooperative.”
His face burned
where it had slammed into the cement. What really hurt was his body: the left
side of his chest up near his shoulder on the frontside. His hands felt a whole
lot better. But every time he breathed it stung bigtime. It was like the air
was full of ammonia or something. Then he felt sweat or something working down
his stomach.
“You Megan Tracy’s
mom?”
“Let’s leave her
out of it, please. I’ll ask the questions.”
“This is something
all you kids want to do? Make a damn name for yourself? That’s why the media
about beat us here, isn’t it? You called ‘em to show off. Christ … this
infuriates me!”
McShuster moved
carefully, working his way out of a slouch. When the cops took him into custody—that’s
what Officer Tracy called it—it left him feeling like he’d gotten trampled by
Clydesdales. “They ain’t all angels in there. Some of ‘em no better than
singing little shit birds. I know … I know you not wanting to hear it. But that
place is full of no good. That the long and short of it.” He shuttered. “Worst
place on earth is in a classroom.”
“Did you come here
tonight for a reason? To make it right or something?” Officer Tracy asked.
“I sure did. Guns
and knives make everything nice. Me and Noah used to holler that target
practicing. Somehow, I went from being a shooter to being the stopper. He’d say
‘I’m bigtime badass … only way to kill me is to cut my head off and hide it.’
I’d tell ‘em to chill. Think before ya hate. I know this; people shooters kill
because of everybody. Not because of just one dude poking fun. Guns change
things. Levels the playing field. Makes beggars out of pricks. You got a gun …
you the most important person in the universe. Yes ma’am … the rules change in
this here deal called the game of life. Ya know, life is full of a shit ton a wrongs.
I had to do something. Had to try.”
Thursday, July 17, 2025
Violence
Just since we started this project can you believe the gun play in the media? I'll load up another installment soon.
Friday, July 11, 2025
Installment #4
Remember, all the tidbits dropped in this read are factual. Bullying is discussed in this piece.
He quit listening
and watched them slide Noah into the ambulance. It hurt to have everything end
up like this. Noah shot? Shit happens, but really … Noah? Unreal. Was it all
because Noah hated dogs? Maybe he got bit once or something. He had beaten on Courtney’s
dog with a stick. Not like he had to. It was one of those obnoxious poodles. A
little one. What they called a miniature. Truth was Noah was always thumpin’ on
dogs. Maybe he hated ‘em for a reason. But no way this gave Courtney the right
to toss shade on Noah, telling him he reeked and then smearing dog shit on his
locker. Tonight she had something to worry about besides a mutt.
News Center 3
showed up and parked on the street in front of the school. McShuster watched
his favorite news reporter, Robert Macaday, step out and adjust his tie. A girl
was setting up a camera. McShuster would have loved all the excitement in a
prior life, but not tonight; people getting shot changes things.
Everyone knew Noah
could lose it in no time flat. Messing with him was mostly just supposed to be
fun. But no, sometimes a guy reaches his boiling point. Who wants to look
stupid? He made like being stupid was worse than no girlfriend. Everyone knew
it. He picked up a nick name he didn’t know about. Or, at least Noah never let
on about knowing. No-Ah girl for loser Noah.
The reporter waved
and approached the squad. “Our team called the tip in. Shooting was going to …
start during the game. Can I get a few words on record—” The reporter went mum after
making eye contact with McShuster. “Reporters get shot. Is that the only
shooter around here?” He spun and trotted to the van hollering to the camera
lady. She grabbed a mic and raced Robert to the van before they spun off.
“I was on my way
to work and it dawned on me. It’s like ‘I’d shoot up the school in a second,’ but
you think saying that stuff is a big joke. Sometimes a storm blows in and you drenched
because you didn’t see it in time.” McShuster looked at the growing crowd
across the street. “Can we leave—”
“Ten four, three-fourteen.
I have the perp in custody. Is the school cleared?” Officer Tracy asked.
“Can you check see
how Noah’s doing?” McShuster asked. He couldn’t believe it. Noah was his
shooting buddy. Why’d I shoot him? he wondered.
Tuesday, July 8, 2025
Installment #3
The SWAT officer
lowered his voice. “Jill, is your daughter alright? Is she at the game?” Tracy
told him Megan was okay; that she had ran her friend to the hospital with a broken
arm.
“Good to hear.
Hang in there, Jill. We got to clear the school.” The group spun from the squad
and trotted into the north entrance.
After reading McShuster
his rights and double checking her device, she exhaled. She didn’t want to hear
it; when it got personal things got harder. Megan had been at the basketball
game. She was okay but was crying after spotting her mom getting out of her
squad, Megan had run up assuring Tracy she was okay but her friend was hurt. Not
shot. Just hurt. She had fallen off a bleacher and a bone was sticking out of
her arm. Megan was going to drive her but promised to drive carefully since ambulances
were waiting to only transport gunshot victims. Courtney was not going to die. She
needed a doctor though because it looked like it hurt. Bad.
“Where do I start
here? This is Officer Tracy. I’m with James McShuster,” she continued with what
sounded like legal gibberish to McShuster: times and dates and locations.
What we are dealing with here is a school shooting. The police officer is confronting her emotions head-on because her daughter was present. Will the emotions get the better of her? Up to this point was the officer arriving at a . . . it'll never happen to me state of mind.
Wednesday, July 2, 2025
Installment #2
When a scene is unfolding this is about as real as it gets. You might think that the police should always be on top of their game, but it isn't so. You get the feeling the presumed shooter would say anything to get the handcuffs loosened?
“Please shut it!’ Officer
Tracy glared at him in the rearview mirror shaking her head. “I’m going to read
you your rights and tape what you have to say. Okay, McShuster?”
Someone pounded on
the window. They both jumped. “Godammit. You just as well kill someone than
scare them half to death,” Tracy growled while sliding open the window. An
officer stood by the squad while glancing around the area.
“Sorry. Sorry,”
the officer said while still surveying the scene. Did he say anything about anyone helping him
here? He a lone gunman or what?” Several other officers crowded in around the
squad dressed up like soldiers, assault weapons held across their chests, the
word “Police” printed on their black outfits.
“If I say something,
can you loosen these?” McShuster leaned forward, exposing his cuffed hands.
“You good with
that, Jill?” The officer asked.
She got out of the
squad and started working a little key in the hole on the cuff. The handcuffs
had worked a deep imprint into his wrist, she noticed, suppressing a grin. Yes
sir … the little bastard got what he had coming.
“Yes, I’m here doing what I had to do. I’m what you’d call a lone gunman. Wait a minute, I don’t have a gun. I’m just here, I mean alone. How bad hurt is he?” McShuster nodded toward Noah. Everyone ignored him.
Friday, June 27, 2025
People Shooter
So here goes. We are on a mission of discovery. We all well know another school shooting is in the offing so why not ponder the issue now? We can agree to disagree as long as we're learning. Right? This is the first installment of my effort in this quest.
People Shooter
“Damn. Never seen you guys coming,” McShuster
said.
He tried to twist his torso but couldn’t. The pain knocked
the wind out of him. He’d been what one of the cops called “planted” on the
sidewalk, and his ears were ringing from the gun blast. He wiggled his fingers
handcuffed behind him. They hurt. He imagined they were probably turning
purple. His side was numb. “Not sure here. I mean, who’s counting, but I feel
like the entire cop nation landed on me out there. Way I got it figured
everything worked out good. Could’ve been a whole lot worse, right?”
Officer Tracy was in the driver’s seat. “Did
you hear me read you your Miranda
Warning? If so, I suggest you remain
silent.” She slid her hand down to check the strap on her Glock. “What is this
world coming to?” She checked the strap again. A lot of officers develop
nervous habits; checking her firearm was hers.
He looked out the window at all kinds of people running to
and from the school. It was mayhem. Some were screaming. “Can you do something
about my hands? They hurt. I won’t escape on ya. I’ll answer whatever you ask.
Just loosen up my cuffs, please. I mean … Why I gotta have these things on in
the first place?”
The squad was parked on the concourse in front of the school next to a flag pole. Its lights were trained on a body lying on the ground. A man, not in uniform, was waving at the approaching ambulance which jumped the curb and pulled up next to the body. Two emergency technicians sprang from the ambulance. McShuster had to get to work at Shorty’s Bar and Grill. He already had seventeen thousand in the bank and he wanted to add to it. He glanced at his school. He already had half his senior year over with.
“Ma’am, my hands really hurt. Officer Tracy … isn’t that your name?” McShuster asked.
“Handcuffs are necessary when someone brings a gun to
school.” Officer Tracy held her hand, palm up, over the steering wheel. Then
she leaned toward the passenger seat and picked up the wallet she had taken off
him. “James McShuster. Is that you?”
“Yes.” He nodded his head, then lowered his voice. “Is that
there Noah hurt? Did he get planted harder than me?” He started to lean forward
before pain jolted him in a straight-up position.
“I don’t get,” Officer Tracy said shaking her head. “Why …
more shootings? Can’t even send kids to a basketball game no more. Used to be
unarmed people—men, women and children—were off limits,” Officer Tracy mumbled.
McShuster spoke up. “Violence and guns is what it’s about.
Shooters on a mission to go viral or something. Be badass and blast their way onto
the news. The whole deal. Pictures with names … in the news, ruined parents.
You know that? This stuff here tonight was planned for a bad ending. You know.
It was like a secret mission. The same as they do in the army. I mean we had
code words. We put together target practice. It got serious in short order. I
mean homemade targets with names on them of dicks from school. It was funny
until it wasn’t. We make the gun deal with our hand and pulled an imaginary
trigger with our pointer finger. That meant target practice after school. I
mean no harm no crime. Don’t get me wrong here. I ain’t sayin’ guns is right or
wrong. I’m just saying—”
Wednesday, June 25, 2025
Hears how it Works
As a cop I was trained in active shooter responses. I was fortunate enough to not have had to respond to an active shooter. I cast a wide net in search of those who were impacted by this form of death and carnage however. One example is a gentleman who was in Columbine High School and only survived because he bent down to retrieve a flip-flop and thus the shot went high. We discussed his feelings and I thank Danny.
As we consider 'People Shooter' I noticed the Denver P.D. confronted an armed man in front of Kepner Beacon Middle School yesterday. My hope is that we confront this issue and learn a thing or two. First installment will be tomorrow, unless I get killed in the meantime. That is the first lesson I suppose. We all die of something and our days are numbered.
Tuesday, June 24, 2025
This Summer
Long career in policing, with a desire to share, has resulted in my putting together an effort titled 'People Shooter'. It's all about violence exploding in our schools. It's free and will be posted on this site shortly. 'The Bee Killer: When Soldiers Cry' is all about PTS and the struggles confronted upon returning from a warzone. Available on this link . . . Click Here
Thursday, May 29, 2025
He did What?
Readers of JusThis understand. Grant Hardin, Police Chief, did what?
Grant Hardin, 56, a former police chief in Gateway, who was sentenced to three decades in prison and another 50 years for rape and first-degree murder convictions, is now facing a second-degree escape charge.
None-Fiction and Fiction are very similar at times. I lived on the other side of the blue line for too long. Brand of Justice involves misconduct that doesn't even go this far. People Shooter was called out for outlining police behavior that would never happen in the real world. It is what it is . . . Live and Learn.
Thursday, May 22, 2025
Think about It
If people left the judging of others, to their respective gods, perhaps life could be better. Gods are probably strong enough to fight their own battles.
Friday, May 9, 2025
From a Reader
M. C.S.
Something to think about.
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